When the world around you feels like it is falling apart, when everything you touch just crumbles to dust.
When those you think were close drifts away... and all the effort you put in becomes a failure.
Hiding your face behind a wall of smiles and living day by day, hoping things will get better.
Those precious moments when you are truly happy, you cherish and crave and hope they never go away.
Once back home, everything turns dull, everything starts all over.
The thoughts in your head that haunts you every waking moment, to not live, to let go, to end it once and for all.
But then you stop and think for a brief second, that those around you, those you care, they are the reason to keep going. That they are the reason you are sane. That they are the reason to live another day. Those days turns to weeks, the weeks turns to months and suddenly, you hope everything will be lifted. That finally, you will be able to take a break, look back and realise how far you've come.
Thank you Guises. Thank you Familia. You don't know how much good you've done. You have kept the hope ignited around those cloudy, dark thoughts. There will always be a special place for you.
